so down on myself lately

Brittany

so before I got pregnant I was in the process of trying to lose weight I was 245 and I'm now 24 weeks and am 265 I know not horrible bit I have never weighed this much and I'm worried now because of the fact they have told me because of the way my last vaginal birth went I have to have a csection and I know its harder to recover....I'm just feeling kind of down about it