I’ve been talking to this guy for a while and just today we made plans to fuck.

A month ago I got the implant which been messing up my body since I’m still trying to get used to the hormones. My periods been longer, I’ve been constipated, it’s just been a whole lot.

Well today, when he put me in doggy, he has a huge dick and he was going rough, would pull out that finger me as hard as he could , it felt amazing.

But he kept pressing against my colon which cause some shit to come out 😩🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ it wasn’t anything like really bad but it was still happened 💀💀

It was weird and I was embarrassed. This has never happens before. I know he’s disgusted and now we are both acting different 😫💀💀

I honestly want to kill myself right now.

After that, I did suck his dick and we finished after I cleaned myself up but now I just don’t know how to act or feel 😭