Last night after an argument my bf came home acting normal, but then he says out of the blue “so what do you want to talk about?” & I’m confused because I felt like we already talked enough about the issue so I pretty much stayed silent... This must have pissed him off because then he like “LET ME SEE YOUR PHONE NOW!” I give him my phone then starts to look through it...

I ask him “what are you doing?” & he’s like give me some space and I see him deleting pictures out of my phone. Of course I tried to grab it from him, but basically I thought I caught him cheating because I found some old pictures of him and some other girl having sex that he was trying to delete (I already have them backed up on my other devices). So I tell him you could have asked me to delete them 😈. So I do it in front of him and he’s like oh 😒

So we’re laying there on the bed and he looks a me weird and tells me he wants to have sex, but looks at me like this 👹 instead of 😏. Usually I’m not having a weird feeling about it, but MAYBE it just me. So he grabs me an ties me to the bed and spanks me until I cry, I break out of one of the ties to stop him because it hurts so bad then he grabs my arm, literally rips my panties off and starts fingering me with no lube 😣! So I sat there silently while he stuck more fingers in to the point his whole fist 🤜 was in my c*nt because If I tried breaking free he would bite me 😳. He spit on it a few times to get it in; He took his hand out and put the juices all over my face and forces me to bend over spanking me more & puts his d*ck inside. I’m actually feeling a bit relieved that it’s almost over and thennnn he slides it in my butthole!

I absolutely couldn’t take it after that. I had enough for the night.

I haven’t tried anything like that before with him. We’ve been together for 7 months. For me the over spanking just went too far for me and the biting. I don’t have any marks yet on my body, but I’m still sore.

What do you guys think abuse of bdsm?

P.s. I’m contemplating breaking up him because I’m sitting sore on my ass right now...

I love him, but idk right now really

Update: I did report him to the police. Thank you so much for the support everyone, it was much needed.