Ultrasound for an empty womb

Marissa • Mama 🥰

After having 7 months of super irregular periods and TTC, my doctor recommended I get updated blood work and an ultrasound to see what’s going on.

That was one of the hardest but also freeing things I’ve ever done. At first, seeing all the radiant pregnant mommas come in an out was hard. Thinking about how I’ve always envisioned my first ultrasound would be of a little baby was hard.

But then it hit me. I have no idea what any of those couples went through to get there. Maybe they had trouble TTC. Maybe they had irregular cycles. Maybe they have rainbow babies. Just because it’s hard now doesn’t mean it won’t happen one day!

And maybe it won’t. But I have the faith that God’s plan and timing will lay out and somehow, someday, I will be a mom. For now, here’s to all the other women struggling, trying, crying, and praying. Staying negative always seems easier in the short term BUT in the long run, it’s no good for our hearts. Baby dust to all 💕