wow just my luck

i’m in my tww and hubby changed his mind and “doesn’t want to have a baby right now” “because we have a lot more to do than that” 😔 i am so heartbroken. and what hurts even more is that the chances that i conceived this month may be high as we’ve been more on point with my ovulation recently. i just can’t believe it. i want to feel sad but tbh i don’t really feel anything right now 😣😥