my friend committed suicide a while ago no one saw it coming and it was horrible. I'm sure others can share the same story but I'm in highschool and just needed something to turn to. my brother and I how are very close were really good friends with her she was amazing and beautiful. she never walked around with out a smile and was shy but gorgeous. no one saw it coming not even her parents we all spent hours looking for even a glimpse of what she might have been going through but she didn't even leave anything behind other than a note on top of her lunch that said her name with a smiley face on it. it's been hard and this isn't the first time I talked about but it but I'm not big on feelings. it's probably not a very hard thing to deal with because I'm sure others are dealing with much worse but I just can't stop thinking about her and how selfish I was never see it. anyways sorry about the rant I just thought maybe someone might relate