So around the time of Jan. 2017 I was dating this guy named... we’ll call him Mango. Well Mango and I dated for a couple weeks I fell hard for this guy and then one night I snuck him over and he asked if i was ready to have sex and if not it was okay. I said i’m not ready and he acted as if he was cool with that. Well about forty minutes later of making out and him touching me he started to take off his pants. my anxiety started to kick in and he put his dick in me and started to have sexy with him. well i said mango can we stop and he acted like i didn’t say anything so i said again mango can we stop and he stopped and said yeah sure baby i won’t do anything you don’t want to do. So a week later I broke up with him over issues of my mom not liking our age difference. we’re three years apart. So a day after I broke up with him. The night of my birthday. he went to another girls house and fucked her. well call this girl Toad. Well I didn’t know this at the time and Mango and I still talked and I told Mango I missed him and everything he claimed he loved me and missed me too. then Mango said I need to tell you something, he told me and after begging he told me her name was Toad. and basically. I forgave him. I then wanted to get back together and now that I look back I think it’s because I wasn’t actually over him and I didn’t want anyone to have him. Well then Mango kept sleeping at Toads house and having sex with her and so I let him go. Now if you think about it, Mango had to have been flirting or doing something with Toad bc of how he went to her. anyways now I’m saying an amazing guy named Gavin but, what’s your guys opinions on this story of one of my many horrible relationships?