cheating boyfriend and is still with him

Nikita

has anyone been in or is still with a cheating bf im and have been for the last4yr now having another baby to him hes been cheating on me when i frist find out i was pregos with hes son who is now one i have two other lil boys who are not hes and and one on the way to him..ive came to a piont in the relationship we i dont know if i wanna be with him or if i even love him anymore we were planing on getting married but two nights ago i told him that i dont want to marrie some on that cheated on me coz it runs tho my head everytime plz i just need some help some one that is still in the reletionship with the guy