I’m not sure

I’m pretty sure I’m pregnant. I had a miscarriage in May and I’m pretty sure I’m pregnant again , I’m so happy with the possibility that I could be pregnant again , but my so is now telling me I have to get an abortion if I am . After the miscarriage we both decided we would try again at the end of the month, so we did but now he’s saying “it isn’t the right time”. Personally I don’t want to, but I don’t want to lose him. I’m not sure what to do

Since he first said that I have became so distant with him because he knows how much I wanted this .