I’m sick of the depression... The anxiety... I can’t take it no more... it’s caused my eating disorder to get bad.. I get sick almost every morning.. well now im up at 2 puking my guts out from anxiety... this really sucks... I’m kinda calmed down.. I just dont know what to do anymore to help myself... it just seems to get worse not better... I cant even gain weight.. im still losing it... im 111.6 pounds.. I can’t really even sleep without being woken up at around 6 or 7 feeling extremely nauseous... I really hate my life... anyone recommend anything? Lavender doesn’t help at all... Update: I have to go see a doctor but not really. I went to the er a few weeks ago and they gave me lorazepam. I only take half cause they gave me 5 days worth. It helps a little.. just makes me sleep and drowsy..