Where did it go? 😢

I can’t believe this day is already here, I have no idea where my little newborn and the past 6 months have gone. 181 days of waking up to you staring at me with that precious toothless smile. 181 days worth of sleepless nights, bottles, diapers, breastfeeding, pumping, baths, and naps. Getting excited to take you to your appointments to see how much weight you’ve gained and how long you’ve grown but dreading your shots because even the thought of you being in pain breaks my heart. Crying when I have to move you up in diaper and clothing sizes because every time you go to sleep you wake up just a tiny bit bigger. I couldn’t have been blessed with a better baby, you’ve slept through the night since about 2 months and hardly ever get sick or cry. You’re the biggest momma’s boy I’ve ever seen but I love it so much. I never knew what true love was until I carried you nine months, brought you into the world, and got the privilege to watch you grow into the amazing little guy you are. Happy half birthday Noah Gabriel Steven, mommy loves you more than words could ever describe. (I love this picture it looks like he’s pointing at the six on his belly sticker.)