Throwing myself a pity party..

I’m 40 weeks today.. And only dilated to a 2. Baby is still very high.. I’ve been in early labor for 2 weeks now and am so miserably uncomfortable!! Low back pain, contractions, can’t sleep..

Don’t get me wrong.. I am so very thankful I can carry children and get pregnant but at this point in my pregnancy I’m a new level of depressed. Everyone keeps asking when I’m having this baby, how I feel, and the occasional “holy cow your still pregnant?!”... Noooo... Just carrying around a huge belly and waddling for fun.

I have a 6 yo and a 3 yo and went to 41 weeks with both and had to be induced so idk why I thought this would be different... ughh!!! This is by far the worst pregnancy I’ve had and am just ready to cry or scream! Maybe both..

All I know is my body hates me, god hates me, and my kids hate me...

Ok being over dramatic but I can stomp my feet a little, right?!

On another note.. My house has never been so spotless...