Need motivation and a friend.

When you feel like you aren’t pretty or beautiful. Or for the fact that when you look in the mirror you see every flaw in yourself. The guy you’re in love with tells you how beautiful you are because he has enough love for the both of you to love you. He hasn’t changed in the months you have dated him but you have changed.

The longer you wait to love yourself the more you go numb and accept the fact that you may not be good enough for anyone. These strong feelings make you cry at night and don’t let you fall in love with yourself. You make goals and fail at keeping motivation for them to succeed because you don’t see the point.

The point in motivation is to get your goal done and to set more.

How do I get motivation to 1) better myself and 2) fall in love with myself? I wanna lose weight but I don’t have friends to wanna do it with me..