Realized I’m not ready for a kid

kelly

After being around boyfriend and his son I know for a fact I am not ready to be a parent. I enjoy spending alone time with him way too much and we’ve only been together a year. I cannot imagine having another human being there all the time every second of every day. I love him and when we have sex sometimes he talks about Cumming inside me and in the moment it sounds really good but now after spending more time with his son I know I don’t want a kid any time soon. Does that make me a bad person or selfish? I’m going on birth control ASAP as well