Diagnosis detriment 😩😭

Been trying to conceive for over a year. Recently got diagnosed with adenomyosis. Which means my endometrial tissue grows into the muscle lining of my uterus. It makes for very painful periods. This is a worse diagnosis than endometriosis in regards to fertility.

I am infertile.

I am married but my husband has been non supportive and distant. Everyone I know has children. I feel like my hopes and dreams of having a baby has been ripped from my life. I am feeling hopeless and defeated. I am grieving a huge loss and feeling very alone.

Good luck and love to all those struggling.