Am I!!! Am I really

What do y’all think. I know it’s faint but it’s definetly there. I am so excited. I am crying as I’m writing this. I have tried for so long to have a baby and I didn’t think it was possible. My husbands cousin got pregnant after one week of being off BC and man that was hard news and it really effected me. I feel like this is fake news and don’t want to take anymore steps but I thinks that’s a POSITIVE!!!

I would have used the acronyms for big fat positive but I’m new and don’t know them yet lol