I was raped by my brother when I was around 5 or 6 and most of my life I have been unable to remember most of what happened, but last year not only did I start having nightmares about what happened, but I also started having nightmares where I was being raped by trusted male figures such as my teachers which made me have a panic attack anytime I was around them. I'm worried about school starting again because if I have nightmares about my new teachers I honestly don't know how I'm going to survive the year