And I am completely at peace. For the first time on this TTC journey. This was our 8th cycle. I thought for sure if AF came I’d be crushed more than ever... but I honestly feel at peace. I feel like it’s going to be okay. I have NO CLUE where this peace is coming home (other than God himself) because any other time I’ve been deeply depressed and crushed when AF arrives. I may just pour a glass 🍷, put on a movie, and trust our baby will come in time and enjoy my time with my husband in this season of life.