21 Yr Old mom of 2 & pregnant again.....

Just turning 21 and here I am. Missing a period. Taking a test. Its practically a positive( faint line& ive had a positive faint line pregnancy before) Taking another Friday but I already know what the result is. Realizing I'm not ready for a baby and will need an abortion. Please no negativity I will not bring a child into an environment not ready for he\she. Yes I couldve been more safe but honestly I thought we have been being safe. Please no judgement just need some kind words or love or at least someone who knows how I feel