In early May I was 6.5 weeks pregnant (my first) and very excited about it when I started getting sharp pains on one side. After waiting way too long and eventually fainting I went to the ER where I learned my pregnancy was ectopic (stuck in he Fallopian tube) and had ruptured. My body had been internal bleeding for hours so I was in pretty rough shape.

I had emergency surgery and they had to remove my right tube due to damage but said the remaining one would take over and I shouldn’t have any problems conceiving.

After about a month we start trying again and I was ovulating a week ago and we covered good ground in the window 😊.

However last week I started getting pain on the other side.. it wasn’t as sharp as last time but definitely in the same area so I got pretty freaked out.

Went to ER again and after many hours discovered I have a large complex cyst on my left ovary. It really freaked me out because it must have grown quickly or surely they would have noticed two months ago when I was having ultrasounds and surgery...

The ER doc told me to have another test in 6-12 weeks, but the next day my family doctor called and said they should see me within two weeks. I’m pretty freaked out and afraid maybe I won’t be able to conceive? Or this cyst may require another surgery (the ectopic was my first surgery ever)

Not looking for advice or resolution just wanted to share because it’s got me pretty down right now. I’m trying to be patient and grateful for what I have (an amazing bf and his 3-year old daughter, good career, family friends) but I feel like I’m finally ready to have a child (I’m 34) and now it may not happen...