Hanging in there

Today Im 8 days late for af. Yesterday morning I took a test...and low and behold I once again only have one blarringly red line.

I promptly went back to bed and fell back asleep. I got up a couple hours later to use the bathroom which woke up my fiance. He asked when I came back how it went. Not knowing I had already tested.

He looked so hopeful I just stood there in silence for a moment and then crawled back in bed. Took a moment for it to really hit home. He held my hand and said we'll get it next time.

I guess Im posting because I really thought this time was the time. I just feel different and I dont know how to explain. Still no af... maybe the hormon levels are just not high enough. Fingers crossed