Frustration with TTC - Venting

Brittni • Happily married since (2013), one baby girl (2019) and #2 on the way ❤️🤞

Month two TTC. Just feel like it didn’t happen. Last month I was over obsessed with testing early and seeing symptoms. This month I’m ignoring all of that. I’m proud of myself because I’ve been pretty good. I’d be lying if I said my hopes weren’t up that this month did work. But I just have this nagging feeling AF will show up. Glow says she’s due in two days. Last time I think she was a day later than glow said so we shall see. I feel like the opk’s and all my efforts of timing have been off... it’s so frustrating because I have no idea if my efforts are correct. Just really want this to happen for us. It would be our first. The more it doesn’t happen the more I worry it can’t.