Feeling guilty EDITED

I wish breastfeeding came naturally to baby and me but it doesn’t. I gave it a month. I’m going to start pumping and feeding him that way. I wish I didn’t feel so guilty 😭

EDIT: yes I’ve seen a lactation consultant, I’ve tried nipple shields, I’ve tried support groups - people asking if I’ve tried everything doesn’t help with the guilt. I’ve tried. I gave it everything I had in me.