TTC our second child. Do you ever wish your first kid wasn’t so cute, because it would make the waiting less hard?? My emotions lately have been crazy, I am in the middle of my waiting time, 5 days until AF is supposed to come. I am an emergency short term placement foster parent and usually I am not emotional, you kind of have to be strong to have kids in and out of your home. I cried writing an email today, and it was simply logistics question about one of the kiddos and pretty soon I had tears streaming down my face! Hopefully that could mean something??