Today I went for a normal check found out I am 1cm dilated and 70% effaced. I left feeling so sad cause I’ve been having so many contractions and pains I thought for sure I would be further. I’ll be 38 weeks Saturday I guess I’m just getting impatient because I’m lonely and really want my baby boy here.

My boyfriend broke up and left me when I was about 10 weeks pregnant. All the girls on Facebook who were pregnant around the same time as me have had their babies already. My bestf was a week ahead of me she delivered last weekend. I’m just super lonely and ready for my baby! I’ve started my maternity leave already. I don’t wanna rush baby boy but I really want him here now 😣😞😞 I’ve been so close to crying since I left the doctors office.