I thought today I was finally OK and even glad that I probably won’t be pregnant before October (which actually works well for me because gives me time to get some other health issues and insurance sorted out), but now I am home, my ice cream made me nauseous (thanks to the medication I am on), and now I feel all down and out about not having a baby/pregnancy.

The mind games this journey plays on you are unbearable. What I hate about it more too is when these meds I was put on after my surgery start to mimic pregnancy symptoms like nausea, fatigue and breast soreness. I hate this feeling 😑