Feeling a bit down about my infertility...

...and its causing some frustrating thoughts.

No one ever pictures themselves having to struggle infertility. My husband and I are at the point of needing IUI or IVF to conceive.

The thoughts of "Maybe This is the Universe telling us we shouldn't do this" or "maybe we are just not meant to be parents" keep flooding my mind.

I also can't get the thought of how perhaps my body isn't capable of conceiving because my genes are too poor and shouldn't be passed on.

I apologize for the depressing post... I'm just struggling with so much to think about and consider.