Going on 41 wks and just feel utterly horrible all around. I'm beyond exhausted all the time, incapable of pleasing my man on the few times he actually is horny (even though he tries his best to make me not feel bad about it and it's once every week or 2) I'm so out of breath, can't focus, and feel even worse because I just got to be dilated to the size of a finger tip. My SS (7yr old boy not use to sharing dad) is always acting so bad towards me as if it's completely my fault we found out about his 3 yr old sister a few months ago and as if it's completely my fault his brother will be here soon. I just feel completely ugly, fat, out of shape, useless, and like a horrible SM.. Plus not being on my anxiety and depression meds is finally getting to me....