I messed up big

While already in debt I let this loser guy take $3000 from me (on my credit card) and now I am getting help but owe like 10,000 in debt. I really don’t know what was wrong with me and letting him take us to sleazy motels and even tho we had sex 3-4 with a condom (that didn’t appear to break) I am concerned and am getting HIV testing done. I don’t blame my parents for bein devastated, this is lower of the lowest I’ve ever done. Im so stupid. WTF is wrong with me?