Trying to get me pregnant

I’m 7 weeks postpartum and I think my husband is trying to get me pregnant again. We’ve had sex twice. First time he said the condom broke and last night he told me he was going to fix it the condom in the middle of sex. After we finished I got up to go to the bathroom and down my leg it goes. He said he took it off in the middle and just finished inside in accident so that’s twice that he finished inside. I’m kinda upset I feel like not having sex with him until I get the birth control but it’s taking a while do to my Sever depression I had before I got pregnant. They want to monitor it first then give me birth control.