So it seems to be a regular thing now.. every time he gets drunk he talks to me like shit. Last night was a new level... he was calling me vile names and broke a vase and in all the drama of me trying to shut myself in a different room I got hurt. This morning he’s just as apologetic as always but I don’t think I can go through this every time. I don’t know what to do. I love him so so much. We live together and are even thinking of starting a family.... but obviously I wouldn’t want to bring anything else into the family if this doesn’t stop 😭