I feel so sad all the time when I’m not with my family or friends. I feel alone even when my boyfriend is home with me because all he does is smoke & watch tv, he barely helps with our little one & I live an hour away from my family & friends (because my bf’s parents bought a house for us to live in 7 mins away from their house so they can have control, mostly his mom). My boyfriends mother doesn’t understand... she thinks depression & anxiety is normal just because she dealt with it when she had her first born & her husband was working & going to school so he was barely around.

I tried to talk about it at dinner last night with both sides of grandparents & my boyfriend. But they still didn’t seem to understand me... I want to move somewhere closer to my family & friends in the next month because I feel like I am going insane & it is affecting me in a negative way,

Can anyone give me advice or have any thoughts? I have already talked to my dr 2 weeks ago & she confirmed its PPA but she said if it stays the same or gets worse that I need to make a change other than talking to a social worker, as she doesn’t want me to get depressed. My next appointment is in a week & a half