Do I love him?

Sooo I am not the type of person to put my emotions on the table. That’s why me and this boy who I am FWB with work. Because there’s no string attached right?! Well this FWB also happens to be a boy that I dated for a year in high school. We always joke with each other about how we used to say we “loved” each other back then, but that was like 5 years ago.

But I haven’t seen him in 2 weeks now due to busy schedules. And I MISS him. Yes I miss the sex lmfao but I also just miss talking to him (we don’t text or contact each other very often... he’s never on his phone). And I keep looking at old pictures of when we dated and thinking about the nights I’ve spent in his bed and I’m over here thinking I really might love him?!? Or am I just hormonal?

TL;DR - my FWB is an amazing person inside and out but i feel like I can’t love my FWB lmao...

Tell me how you all realized you loved your s/o or even someone you weren’t dating! Love is complicated guys. Thanks for reading this entire thing 😂