Just needing some people who understand. 😥

I am a student midwife and yesterday, I was involved in the delivery of one of my closest friends baby girl. Almost to the day a year ago that I found out I was pregnant with my partial molar pregnancy. (7 weeks, heartbeat, 13 weeks, no heartbeat measuring 8 weeks and d&c; showed molar tissue)

I thought i could do it but i had to excuse my self afterwards when all the clinical duties were finished to cry in the bathroom.

It has taken a huge toll on me mentally.

Just need some love 😞 we’ve been having unprotected sex for at least 4-5 months and its negative after negative... i fell pregnant on my 3rd cycle with my molar, so I suppose i had high expectations.

I know its normal to take up to a year, but im sure you can all understand the disappointment.

I know its long... i just needed to vent a bit.