I know that I am blessed and so very grateful for that. However I can't always help it feel alone and sad. My husband works 4 days a week 11 hour days. I'm a stay-at-home mom. Sundays are for church and rest. and the other two days of the week are usually for things we need to do together for example shopping or appointment or just relaxing since my husband is tired. I feel like I have no friends, I know I do but they are busy with their own lives or I will see my two other friends get together and not invite me. I know I have everything I could ever need or want and so I feel so selfish feeling this way. However, I can't help it. today was a celebration of lamb days in one of our little towns and we went to a parade and then we came home and my husband went to sleep and took a nap. while I did what I always do, watch the kids and listen to them scream and fight with each other. Later on he ask what's wrong because he can tell I'm in a mood, I say I just kind of wanted to get out of the house and do something together today other than the parade I just feel like I'm always home,, to which he replies will sorry I worked 45 hours a week. he knows I work hard and he's not dismissing my work at all but still I wish hewould just understand that I am depressed from sitting in our home all day not to mention it's a hundred degrees outside every day and it's hard to go anywhere with my kids alone. sorry ladies I just needed to rent even if no one cares to read this or comment feels good just to get it off my chest.