legit confused

Christina

So I'm legit confused lol like the 18 I started af n stopped like the next day and then tht next day I started again very very light n then stopped and then light again tht morning but this whole time my cervix has been high soft and feels closed any idea ladies plz give me ur thoughts ik every women is different but this has NVR happened to me before and if it has happened to any of u lovely ladies what was the out come of it please no negative comments cause I'm already sad as it is because my step mom passed away yesterday and I have no fliter u will NVR know what I will say if ur rude