about half of my family has it stuck in their head that i will have another baby eventually. using the "youll miss the baby phase" "what about a brother or sister" and other common things. but truth is i dont want another kid. not because im selfish or dont want another sibling for my son. but simply because of how physically painful and the drastic measures i had to go to during my pregnancy. i dont want to go another 9 months waking up everyday hoping to make it through the day problem free. i dont want to go into preterm labor countless times all over again. and i dont want to almost lose my life again moments after delivering.

and i guess this makes me the bad guy for not wanting more kids?..

6 months old and my body physically is just barely getting back to normal internally. but his cuteness is all i will ever need in my life ❤❤❤💙💙💙