Sooo basically all my life of having friends I’ve always felt like the ugly friend like the lesser like when I’m with my friends the dudes all on them but they not on me and stuff and like even when I go to the mall with my cousin like dudes were coming up to her left and right and like dudes that used to what to talk to me see my friends and just be like all over them more and like I like always tell myself like other people opinions or perceptions don’t mean anything and they don’t but for some reason I kinda seek validation bc like Yunno I be thinking I look cute and then like nobody come up to me or Yunno when u post a bomb selfie on insta or Twitter or Snapchat and you want somebody to gas u up and they don’t like it kinda hurts like I be like damn maybe I am ugly lol and like all my friends lighter and I’m darkskin so I was like maybe it’s my skin but it’s plenty ppl that love beautiful darkskin women so I don’t wanna think that way idk I’m just lost rn like I feel sad like everytime I go out with somebody they get hit on and I’m just sitting there like even one time the dude was tryna get at my friend in the car next to me and they was

Waiting for me to turn around and then when I did they was like “hell nah” like the friend cute but she ugly I just need some adivuce can y’all relate had this ever happens b4 if so lmk lol