So another month trying and another month sat gutted . I am so lucky to have my two and to never have need to worry about trying but after loosing my son in April I am.

I take my hat off to people who have been trying for months even years .

Few days away from my fertile week and I am ready to get back on it as having a conversation with my partner as the only problem is if i do conceive this time my due date will be one year from when my son was born asleep which is also my granny birthday .