Someone please help me!! *possible trigger warning

I’ve been struggling with depression for the past almost 4 years and it’s gotten worse over time. I’ve started to have suicidal thoughts to where I think about how I would do it and where I could get supplies from. I never thought I’d actually do it because at first I didn’t really want to die but the thoughts are becoming more frequent and I know there are numbers to call but is there anywhere I can just go to stay at in order to get better?