I’m about to start my junior year in high school. and I’m talking to this guy I’ve know for like 5 years. We’ve been on and off for awhile and that last time we were together he broke up with me. And my best friend made me promise to never go back to him or our friendship would be over. I lasted for like 3 weeks then he reached out to me. And now we are here. We’ve been talking since about may and I’m getting impatient. we tell each other I love you yet he always asks “do you really?” After I tell him. I’m young you know? I want to be able to experience things on my own. I don’t even know if I really want to be with him. I’ve never been with anyone else. But it feels like he doesn’t trust me, on anything. He always accuses me of cheating, even though I’d never do that to him. it’s like he doesn’t trust me. But he’s starting to notice that somethings up with me. Should I tell him how I feel?