Am I the only one who cries hysterically at the thought of baby growing up?

Don’t get me wrong, I can’t wait to see who my baby grows up to be, but I cry SO MUCH at the thought of him getting bigger and not being my little snuggly baby anymore. He’s only 3 weeks old and he is already getting bigger! Which is a good thing and part of me is happy to see him growing but the other part is dying inside. Also, I just listened to Taylor swifts song “never grow up” .. BIG mistake. Still crying 😢