I lost all my hopes of this to be end. I see everybody having their babies. family and friends with their babies already and I'm here stuck waiting for that moment that I feel never is going to happen 😔. I lost all my interest on having another baby. I don't feel exited anymore. since yesterday the only thing I'm thinking is in taking care of my toddler and I stoped decorating the room because I lost all that enthusiasm that you feel when you pregnant.

I have to see my doctor tomorrow. I hope he decide to induce me. I don't think I can handle another week 😔