So my brother decided to stay in Kentucky for 3 years I'm currently 15 and I think about him all the time and about how much stuff he's gonna be missing like my birthdays and telling me if my boyfriend's good enough for me or not me graduating. Yes he will eventually get time to come home and see us but it's still super hard because I've waited for so long for him to come home after he was don't with basic and now he's not coming home and my best friend his brother did the same thing and is coming home and mines not so that's been super hard to cope with too. I love my brother so so much and I don't know what I would do without him there protecting and supporting me every step of the way the next possible time I would be able to see him is possibly christmas and he doesn't know if he's even gonna be able to come home then. I just thought I would share what I've mine been going through right now I just need someone to talk to. I listen to so many songs that have to with the army and I just sit in bed and cry and think about him today was the first day since he's been gone that he's told me to call him and it meant the world to me.

That's my most favorite picture we have together