i miss him

in april, after 6 months of dating, i decided to break up with my boyfriend because we never talked. since then i have felt so much regret for my decision! i did tell him this in may, but he said that he just wants to remain as friends. i respect that he wants to stay friends but i just miss him so much! i cant read his name or look at him without wanting to cry! i just wish that i would've stayed with him longer... i know i should move on but it's really hard and i dont know what to do