I am not engaged. However, when my partner does pop the question, I sometimes think about how I don’t have friends I’m close enough with to have in my wedding.

Is this weird? Should I feel embarrassed? It only makes me a little sad however I refuse to have friends who aren’t REALLY friends in my wedding. I feel like that’s a spot one should earn and my “friends” don’t really care about me or my well being so I know for sure I won’t do the bridesmaids thing.

This is me just venting lol. Maybe an intimate wedding with just our family? What do you all think?