how did you wait?!?!

my baby is a month old today! (yay-i survived a month so far!) but the last week or so...I've been REALLLLLY in the mood. even though I'm in the mood sometimes- I am also terrified of the thought of anything in that general area lol

I mean I am waiting for my 6 week checkup-even though I'm worried that I still wont be ready.

but seeing how good my hubby is with our baby and all-makes me want him so much more!! how did you all wait?!?!?