I feel miserable and extremely angry and betrayed. We started dating when I was 14, I'm 22 now. This is the only serious relationship I've ever had. I can't think of anything that would have triggered him to do this unless he was building up to it over time. Every day that goes by and I still haven't heard from him I just can't believe it. After everything we've been through I can't understand how nothing inside of him told him I deserve an explanation. How do I get closure by myself? I feel like I've been abandoned.