more for me than you.

so I found out on the 16th i was pregnant.. on the 26th the bleeding started. today all hell broke loose. Doctor confirmed I lost it.. 6 wks along apparently. I am still nauseous and my boobs still hurt.. I know its crazy but I can't stop crying. I feel like death and nothing is helping.. I was just so excited to be pregnant again. now I'm convinced I shouldn't try anymore.. . I don't wanna go through this again. idk just venting people.. its all i know to do..