to my son

i had you young very young i was only 14 when i got pregnant and i had you at 15 just because im young doesnt mean i cant do it im taking care of you myself with the support of my parents by my side. Your dad isnt really in your life because of the decisions he made along the way like cheating on me, lying to me, and talking crap about me to his friends and wasn't ever there for me. When i was in labor all he did was sleep he never once comforted me or came up to me my mom was the only one by my side. He said he was going to be there for me but he wasnt he never once asked if i was okay or held my hand he never once just sat by my side he was across the room sleeping while i was in pain not able to do anything but cry. i dont want you to hate me because your father isnt in your life but i think its for the best. he didnt help me through my pregnancy he didnt help me while i was in labor i might be selfish but i know this is for the best.

not to mention his family was always extremely rude to me his dad called me a bitch for not taking chips he offered me he also called me fat when i was pregnant and thats when i never went back to his house again his dads also a drug addict that makes his kids pee in cups so he doesnt lose his job and i just dont want my son around that